Okay, so I saw this aricle today about suicide.  I decided to read it, since I was once suicidal.  I was about sixteen and very low.  I still don't know why, my parents gave me all they could.  Anyway, it said that it's a myth that people stop being suicidal.  I think this is wrong.  I'm not suicidal anymore.  I love life.  Any thoughts?

Okay, some of my friends wanted to know, "why Lonelyguy?"   To figure this out, we need to look at my life. I'm 23 and living with mom, again.  I haven't had a g/f in over three years and can't seem to get a date if my life depended on it.  I try to keep a positive attitude, but it just doesn't work that way.  This is what makes...er...made me happy.  I was happier when I was dating, when I had someone I can hold, touch and tell my troubles to.  I'm being constantly told that it's not my time...well, no kidding.  Those who tell me this are married or have significant others.  It's tottally different when the shoes on the other foot, guys!  But you wouldn't know, some of you found your "soul mate" days or weeks after you broke up or got dumped.  Anyway, winter's coming and that makes it just a little harder, as every where you look media pushes spending time with the one you love, cuddling around a warm fire and sipping hot chocolate.  I’m not saying I want that, but a little something would be nice.  Is there any advice out there?

 

Well, I'm here finally.  Er....I don't quite know what to say, which is a good thing, cuz once I start I usually don't stop...lol.

 

Well, Blessings,

Sage